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Book Name: Here Without You
Book two of the Once Voice series. Can be read as a standalone, but not suggested.
Release Date: February
Author Name: Mia Kerick
Publisher: Dreamspinner Press
Length: 216 pages
Cover Artist: Paul Richmond (Photograph by Dan Skinner)
Blurb: With all of his scratched and dented heart, Nate DeMarco wants to be two places at once, but he’s been forced to make an unbearable choice. Having barely survived high school, Nate and his boyfriends, Casey Minton and Zander Zane, are ready to move forward in life. Casey and Zander have left home to attend Boston City College. Nate remains in New Hampshire to protect his volatile younger sister from their increasingly violent, alcoholic uncle. Nate suffers with anger, resentment, and loneliness as he battles what he wants against what he feels he must do.
Now separated, the young men fight to stay in contact. However, they’re each faced with their own separate issues. Casey must cope with residual fear from having been bullied in high school. Zander obsesses over the establishment of One Voice, the new gay-straight alliance at Boston City College. Nate fights for his sister’s very survival. Meanwhile, the intensity of the boys’ relationship increases, both sexually and emotionally, as happens in long distance relationships.
Nate’s futile effort to live two lives leads to tragedy, which blasts Nate, Casey, and Zander apart. Can the three young men find their way back to a united path before it’s too late?
Categories: Contemporary, Gay Fiction, M/M Romance, Menage/Poly, New Adult, Romance
August 23 (they only been gone about half a week now)
SO MAYBE this is a bit fucked up, but I’m gonna put it down on paper in black and white, and maybe when I read it back to myself, it’ll seem more normal.
Here’s the thing. Like Casey says, us three is a throuple. Three dudes in love. Whatever. Cuz I sure as shit love them guys, and nothin’s gonna change that. So, yeah. There’s two dudes in place A and one dude, alone, in place B. I just figured them two would be gettin’ busy in bed in their fancy dorm room whenever they had a chance—cuz that’s what guys do, right?
Well, apparently not so much. Last night they Skyped me. There them two were, sittin’ all cozy on Casey’s rainbow- colored bedspread. The floppy stuffed unicorn that me and Zander gave him for Christmas junior year was propped up behind ’em, starin’ at the computer, like it was lookin’ right at yours truly. I felt real alone and a little like a loser (fucked-up fact is they only been gone a couple days), but I leaned back on my bed and acted like I didn’t give a shit.
Casey said, in this adorable proper voice, “Nate, there’s a topic Zander and I feel it’s imperative we discuss. It’s a matter of great importance.” He already sounds like a doctor, and he’s only a freshman in college.
Zander was just starin’ into the computer at me, sorta studyin’ my I-don’t-give-a-shit-about-nothin’ expression.
“What’s such a big friggin’ deal, babe? Lay it on me.” That was pretty cool soundin’, I thought.
“Well, Zander and I want to have a discussion about…. Nate, we want to discuss physical intimacy. In that….”
Even on Skype I could see that two spots on Casey’s cheeks had turned bright pink. Looked like he was having trouble spittin’ this out. And he was the talker in our throuple.
“Zander and I are here together, without you, and we’ve talked about this—”
“I expect you two’ve been goin’ to town on each other every night since you got to college and are prob’ly itchin’ to strip each other down right now.” Both of my guys’ eyes popped open wide when I said that.
“Actually, Nate.” Zander spoke up cuz it seemed that Casey was suddenly at a loss for words. “We haven’t, and we’re not gonna.”
“Huh?” That just kinda flew outta my mouth. “Come again, guy?”
Casey found his voice. “We aren’t going to sleep together unless you’re with us. We discussed it, and neither of us think it would feel right.” He glanced at Zander, and them two nodded at each other. “We aren’t going to do anything in bed together until you’re here for a visit.”
Mia answers some questions for us
1 – What’s the hardest part about writing a story like ‘Here Without You’?
The hardest part of writing a book like this is that the deep feelings I have for the characters get in the way. In Here Without You I felt so badly for Nate at times that it was actually hard to go to sleep at night knowing that he was separated from Casey and Zander.
2 – Does your own writing every make you cry?
My writing has made me cry on only a few occasions. The most recent was when I was writing Inclination, my upcoming YA LGBT Christian fiction.
And I didn’t cry because the main character was separated from his boyfriend, but instead because he felt so alienated from Jesus. He felt that he had lost everything because he finally accepted he was gay, and he feared Jesus would no longer love him because of that.
3 – Can you think of the hardest scene you’ve ever had to write?
It was very difficult to write the scenes in which Cory was attacked by Steven Percy, in both Beggars and Choosers and Unfinished Business. But it was definitely more difficult to write the assault scene in Beggars and Choosers because it was my first time writing of someone’s pain, so intimately and directly. In addition, I related closely to the character of Cory, so I shared his pain.
4 – What is your worst writing distraction?
It depends on the time of day. Housework is a great distraction if I’m writing during the day. I feel guilty until the laundry and dishes are done, so it is hard to focus until my house is in decent shape. In the evening, I don’t write until the rest of the family goes to bed. And then I guess I am distracted by Facebook friends and promoting my books and sometimes even by online shopping.
5 – Strange talent you may possess. If none, how about one you’d like to have?
I am really not talented in any quirky way. But if I could have a talent, I would love to be able create amazing memes. I admire people who can put them together. People who just have “the eye” to match pictures and colors and words are storytellers, as much as an author is.
About Mia Kerick
Mia Kerick is the mother of four exceptional children—all named after saints—and five nonpedigreed cats—all named after the next best thing to saints, Boston Red Sox players. Her husband of twenty-two years has been told by many that he has the patience of Job, but don’t ask Mia about that, as it is a sensitive subject.
Mia focuses her stories on the emotional growth of troubled young people and their relationships, and she believes that physical intimacy has a place in a love story, but not until it is firmly established as a love story. As a teen, Mia filled spiral-bound notebooks with romantic tales of tortured heroes (most of whom happened to strongly resemble lead vocalists of 1980s big-hair bands) and stuffed them under her mattress for safekeeping. She is thankful to Dreamspinner Press, Harmony Ink Press, and CreateSpace for providing her with alternate places to stash her stories.
Mia is a social liberal and cheers for each and every victory made in the name of human rights, especially marital equality. Her only major regret: never having taken typing or computer class in school, destining her to a life consumed with two-fingered pecking and constant prayer to the Gods of Technology.
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